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I don't know who I am anymore.

A person who wants to kill herself.
But wants to cry and then wants to laugh.

Who makes a joke about cutting.
But then gets triggered by the word cut.

Who over analysises ever thing.
Who dreams pathetic dreams.

Who hasn't got the courage to do anything.
Who disobeys her plan not to talk about her feelings.
Who gets so jealous if others have it worse off.
That's why she complains.
But she shouldn't. Complaining stops her being the worst off.

She planned to give up on love.
But couldn't even do that.

Who can control her anger.
But doesn't want to because it pains her soul.

She planned to commit suicide.
But she probably won't have the guts.

Who freaks out, reseaching about bipolar.
Who doesn't care about anyone.
And if she does she's helpless and worried and scared.

Who wished to be reckless and stupid in ways to get way.

But everything she does just makes it harder eacher day.
help...
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:iconkaorisilvermoon:
KaoriSilverMoon Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh gosh.... This is me to a T. Thank you for saying what I couldn't.
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YellowTori Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student General Artist
You're welcome :)
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Gale-OneOfMany Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know how to help. But I know where you are coming from. I've been there. Find something to fight for. I was once told that every man needs something to fight for. Something to make them want to see that next sunrise a little bit more. Something to make every minute of screaming and every tear worth it.

I am not much help when it comes to most things, but if you need someone to talk to, my ears work better than anything else on me.
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YellowTori Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks :) I try to find things to fight for. It's just very hard for me :)
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Gale-OneOfMany Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've found things to fight for in the strangest of places to be honest. You never really know where they are, or how to find them, but once you do, never let go.
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YellowTori Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Student General Artist
The hardest part is holding on to it. Especially when it's a person.
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:icongale-oneofmany:
Gale-OneOfMany Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It tis indeed.
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SirenaClaws Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I feel... exactly like this. Exactly. I know how you're coming from...
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YellowTori Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student General Artist
:) aww thank you :)
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SirenaClaws Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:P
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